Introspective viewpoint.

" Life is something that everyone should try at least once ."

Henry J. Tillman

This happens to me after watching such an extra-ordinary movie every time ,a feeling ;a sensation near heart.I cannot describe it but it looks like at such moments ,nerves find a better use .They connect our senses,soul and brain intermittently ;into one and the mind begins to feel what it sees .In such moments of introspection ,when we are going through a whole gamut of emotions ,we realize the fact that all is,but farce .And yes we are into this world ,as I said in a previous blog of my mine all programmed by the almighty to perform a set of pre-destined task … to which we wrongly associate ourselves .But yes God has given a great gift to us … to identify beauty and appreciate it .

That sensation keeps closing in .The tinge in the nerves around the heart throbs as if it were singing the song of life .You feel the futility of success and failure .The only thing remains is to appreciate beauty and feel the creator’s warmth .

Yes beauty is … what we call art (this is at least what I feel ). Me and Suyash were talking earlier before seeing Sawshank redemption ,…. Almost on the same lines . Like how language and beauty is connected .Yes sir … language is nothing but beauty given a vocal feel .We speak articulate sounds ,we write something that is phonetically symmetrical and relative to our imagination and express our senses .

A great scientist once said "An equation that is not beautiful cannot be right .True is indeed ,this saying where this great physicist was referring to symmetricity and the innate feeling of subjectivity we have when something appeals to us .Science is , the art of getting to such symmetric truths in nature and that using tools of mathematics and analytical reasoning .

I guess I am digressing from the topic I started .The movie I saw pictured few of the basic essence of human character .:hope,integrity and effort .To preserve your integrity is the most difficult task a persons has to .We have to be ready for any Kafkaesque turn of events that may ruin our life .But mind you its our responsibility to keep the integrity the grit to succeed in the most devious and hopeless of circumstances intact .And hope ;it always gives strength ,like a tonic it revitalizes you after every defeat and brings an element of asceticism in you .

Well Anks may disagree with me if I say I am an optimist .Anks !!!certainly I won’t disappoint you .I am not an optimist .. but sir I am quixotic as far as grit is concerned .Even if I loose ,even if I am beaten black and blue ,even if my spirits are drowned in the slimy waters of a trench… I won’t loose the sense to fight albeit in a more stoical fashion .I may not be positive or spirited enough while I am fighting but sir give me a chance to fight and I will fight with all my energy, concentration and faith intact .To me , the taste of failure is intoxicating, the sense to succeed almost maddening .It spurs me higher towards my flight … like the youthful Icarus to his foray towards the sun .The only difference is that I don’t have wax feathers burrowed from someone else rather I would love to fly on wings carved out of my own effort .Yes this is true that our journey is pre-destined … every priority pre-fixed but we have the way all to ourselves .On this road of life we are treading on we can add some colours to life by appreciating beauty and trying to develop it through art .And such movies give me strength .. the strength to fight against all odds .. the grit to succeed.the chutzpah to admire and feel beauty .To be spontaneous ,and without any facade .

The pace of our lives are working in a clock-work precision .Lets make most out of it and try to see this world through a new frame of mind and lets not attach more importance to the goal than to the time we spend in achieving that goal.